Sunday, January 22, 2012

not for wimps

Oh friends, thanks for thinking of us these last two days. 

Last night late we made the final decision to say NO to this particular file.  TOUGH TOUGH stuff.  This adoption thing is not for wimps.  There are a few too many unknowns for us to feel comfortable moving forward with this particular child. 

Now we're back waiting again.  Of course, earlier this week I didn't even realize we were eligible to look at a referral quite yet, so not sure when we'll see another one?  Hopefully within a few weeks?!?! 

Today we receive two dear families coming to spend the week with us - two families who have walked alongside us through MUCH, including this adoption journey.  So looking forward to them being here, to some solid days off for Matt (Chinese New Year! vacation days!  yay!!!). 

Keep praying.  I told Matt last night - now that we've been this close to accepting a referral it makes me ever more eager to KNOW who it is that God has prepared for our family.  If I thought waiting was hard before this, I have this sneaking suspicion it's about to get a lot harder :) 

4 comments:

Mom/Grandmama said...

We know you trust in the Lord to lead you to the right decision at the right time. May peace fill your hearts and minds as you continue to move along this long road to adoption. We love you!

Anonymous said...

You are being faithful in discerning God's will for you. Be patient. He knows the plans He has for you and will provide the guidance you need.
shalom-robin & michael

Anonymous said...

Yes, waiting is such a part of this side of heaven. Praying & praising God for the little one who is coming into your family via adoption. Love BN

Andy and Sheryl said...

So sorry this wasn't "the one" for your family. We'll keep praying for His timing for you!